Cutting down a man-made tree

November 4th, 2009

Incisive criticism of another potential expert doesn’t seem to help me except to create a contrast, between a job well done and one that’s not.
An ego trip from insecurity; a threatened mind? No, just someone that wants to be superior to.
But is that expert just a Cowboy, like I say?
Or what I would be if I hadn’t had some proper experience and training?
A stupid little trip; thinking about how to do that constructively, ok cowboy, you broke that; wanna learn to ride without being bucked?
Wanna buy good farmer another horse?
Growing as a person from the neutral-good stance, or creating a public persona, like a Dungeons and Dragons character? A useful skill, or a false exterior that gives the wrong idea. I’m not sure.

Sawdust flakes stick to clothing; not a rough exterior, but justified analytical professional making up for the crimes that went before; was it really a crime to want everything and more?
The adequate representation of the human heart via language is ultimately only understandable through the distorted eyes and subjectivity; where is heart and mind communication?
I’ve used language to create a distorted perception, an intellect that silently laughs at judgment based on appearances but how do we survive if we don’t make snap choices?

A distorted perception, looking at everything through the bottom of a beer glass, or a crisp razor, as sharp as the edge of a broken bottle; either way you won’t see the truth free of how you were intended to rationalise.